(Sort of a forerunner of 'Of Miracles and Manifestations' and
'Doorways to the Unknown' combo that somehow never made it to video)
Hello again everyone. You know, I got the weirdest little fortune
cookie the other day. While everyone else at the table got the
standard, run of the mill fortune, mine had an almost prophetic
undertone. Here it is. It says “God has given you one face, and
you make yourselves another.” Kinda deep for a fortune
cookie, and I thought to myself, wow – what an odd little
message, and even more how True. How deeply have we
covered up own divinity. Just like my cookie said, we have
indeed created ourselves a new face, a false one where we largely
overlook our innate divinity, the very thing that we spring from.
And that’s just crazy, like trying to deny your own Mother. This is
where we came from. We all arise from this divinity, yet we have
fallen into the habit where we’ve forgotten all about it, and
because of that, we live in fear. We even subconsciously express
this fear in our language by the very name we call ourselves by:
mortals
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Mortals! A word inextricably associated with death. We
associate ourselves with death. We do. Not divinity. Not eternity.
No wonder there is so much fear in our world. We have so
convincingly wore these mortal masks that we have forgotten who we
truly are. Mortal indeed. Stop calling yourselves mortals. You
are eternal. So, if you must call yourself anything, perhaps
you should call yourself Eternals, and you should go on to
reflect this immortality in the way you choose to live this
phase of awareness in this dimension.
Or better yet, call yourself nothing and if the situation
should arise where you are required to define yourself, say
ET comes down and demands to know, just say “I AM”. That’s
all. I AM. That is a more true description by far. You are NOT
mortal. You are the act of being. You are existence. You are
awareness. You areI AM .
But these mortal masks that we wear create an illusion about who we
really are. And these masks are also blocking our view of the world
we project around us. We can’t see things as clearly when we
constantly wear these masks. They nearly completely obscure our
peripheral, intuitive vision. And this is why we feel so out of
touch, and alone.
And over time we have largely built our civilizations, our world,
our very perception of reality around these masks, around who
we erroneously think we are. And we have told ourselves
stories in attempt to explain how we came to wear these masks, and
try and make them seem natural, so much so that now, we believe
these masks….and what have we discussed about the power of what we
truly believe? That’s right. What we truly believe becomes what we
perceive as our reality. A false one, perhaps, but one you will
seem to experience, nevertheless.
So, this is the first thing I want to do today. Today, I hope you
start to lay your mask aside, and once again enjoy seeing the
radiance of your true face. And I hope this video is able to help
you loosen your mask by sharing with you one of these ‘things’ that
I have been trying to see, one of the reasons I have been keeping
quiet and to myself.
Now, in case you wonder, I don’t have quiet spells to seem elusive
or mysterious, but because I know from experience that if I
become quiet and still, whatever it is that I am looking for will
come to me. I just have to be quiet and still enough to see it.
Well, the truth is, it has been there the whole time, I just
couldn’t find it until I became still. And until I
fasted. Yep. Fasted. Those of you paying very close attention may
wonder how I managed to eat Chinese food and supposedly fast at the
same time? Good question, and here’s why: Because fasting doesn’t
necessarily mean ‘going without food’. That’s the most
common definition, but I have found that even more powerful
than going without food is “going without your normal world”. That
seemingly simply gesture is fast-track fasting, for those of you who
are interested, and you do it by simply stepping out of your shoes
and away from the daily actions that usually hold your attention.
If you think about it, fasting could just as easily be
called ‘slowing’ because from appearances, you seem to be
slowing down. You seem to be stopping. But when you do, when you
slow down like this, your awareness becomes unencumbered - and
that’s what you are looking for. It becomes unencumbered and fast
enough to see these things that you normally can’t manage to see.
So, your fasting makes you slow down enough to become
super quick. Super perceptive. How ironic is that? But
it’s true, and it’s something I hope each of you will try, if you
aren’t doing it already. Fast. Fast from food if you find it
pleases you, but definitelyfast from your world as you
know it. Step out of your normal rhythm and hold that position
for as long as you can. And be very quiet, very still.
Even if you can’t go off to the mountains to fast for forty days and
forty nights, don’t worry. Neither can I. Fast where you are at,
in whatever time you can create for it. Maybe you usually spend
your Saturdays getting groceries and catching up with your chores,
and so you could try dividing those actions up and move one to the
end of each of your workdays over the period of a week, so when
Saturday arrives, you can choose to spend at least part of it in
open eyed reflection, fasting.
Fast from the world, and what it will bring you will not be of
this world. Divine Whispers will fill your ears, your landscape,
and your mind, and your heart. It will speak to you in ways you
won’t believe.
Anyhow, this is where I have been, and what I have been doing.
Eating Chinese food while fasting, and now you know how I manage to
do that. :-D But, I fasted because had some questions I wanted
answers to. And I’m going to share one of those answers I received
with you here today.
This question, no doubt, is one many of you have also had, and here
it is: Why is it that sometimes, no matter how hard we try or how
earnestly we desire it, sometimes we just can’t seem to move that
mountain. Even if it’s a little mountain.. We do all the
things that have seemed to work for us before, but they don’t work.
And when they don’t work, we sometimes move on to try all the things
that we have heard could help us. And the mountain just
doesn’t seem to care. It doesn’t move. It just ignores us, and
stays firmly in place.
Have you ever had that happen? I have. And that’s why I had
to look into this, because not seeing the why behind this can
begin to erode your faith, your belief. Watching this perplexing
inconsistency again and again makes you wonder, did I only
imagine my affect on other things before? Was it all only
coincidence? And if not, well why did it work then, but not
now?
And this is one of the questions I needed an answer for. So, I
became quiet, and still, and kept my eyes wide open for the answer
that I knew would come. I wouldn’t allow my awareness to become
engrossed in other areas – I focused only upon why my mountain would
move on some days, but not on others.
And it was hard to keep my focus, super hard, because
suddenly, it began to rain fractals and sacred geometry everywhere I
looked. I mean, it poured them. Every thing I cast my eye on,
pointed to them. Nearly every piece of correspondence I received
mentioned them. I couldn’t look anywhere without having something
about fractals jump out at me, and tempt me to follow them.
And it was hard, because I have always been really drawn to fractals
and found tremendous affinity with the silent Truth they contained.
I’ve even used them in several different videos. To me, they are
beautiful messengers of a silent Truth that I couldn’t really
verbalize fully, but acutely sensed the presence of, nevertheless.
So here I am, trying my best to be good, and keep my eyes open,
waiting for an answer as to why my mountains won’t predictably move.
That’s all I wanted to see. I didn’t want to hear about fractals
right now. But it rained fractals, so much so that it was
hard not to let my focus drift to them, because I like them, and so
I tried to distract myself by looking elsewhere at things that I
don’t find as curiously interesting as fractals, but even when I
tried to look elsewhere, guess what? I ended up being lead right
back into the land of fractals.
And so, I got a little aggravated. I remember one day, I was doing
one of my walking meditations and trying to leave my awareness open
for this answer about moving mountains, and here come the fractal
thoughts again. I even began feeling a little picked on, like Job
in the Bible. I did. How melodramatic, I know. But that’s what I
felt like, like I was being persecuted by fractals. And I was
having flashes of frustration, bordering upon anger at times, and
that’s really unusual for me to feel that way now, so this was
really bugging me. And I didn’t know what to do. I was trying
so hard to be good here and keep my eyes open, and all I seemed to
be rewarded with was grief. I was constantly being tempted to give
up my vigilance in waiting for my answer and to turn my attention to
these delightful and interesting fractals instead.
But I wanted my answer, and so I hung tough, I let go of my
frustration, and just decided to be. I could just ‘let it be’ as
the Beatles said. So everytime I caught myself thinking about
fractals, I just let that thought go. It was all I could do. But
they kept drifting into my mind, over and over and each thought went
a little deeper, and a little deeper. I just let them go, one by
one. And then, quite unexpectedly, it happened. In one crystal
instant, the light bulb finally went on over my head. The download
hit and suddenly, I saw my answer to why sometimes mountains won’t
move, and I can sum that answer up in one word. In fact, you may
have already guessed it: Yep. Fractals.
Fractals are why sometimes our mountains won’t move, and here’s why:
Our experiences are not disconnected from one
another. And neither are they disconnected from the collective
experience. Everything we do is connected to everything
we have ever done, as well as everything that we will seem to
do in the future. Everything. Absolutely everything. This
seeming phenomenon is sometimes referred to as the Butterfly Effect,
but it also is called by another couple of pseudonyms that by now
you may have guessed: Fractals and Sacred Geometry. Oh yeah.
J
These are all names for what I am going to simply refer to as
patterns for the duration of this video, and they are all
expressions of the same thing: An orderly unfolding that arises
from seeming relativity.
Everything we do is attached - To us, as well as everyone
else. It’s all connected. We move within these fractal patterns,
personally, collectively, galactically, and even beyond. What you
did in what you call ‘the past’ sets a pattern for what we
may experience today. It does. Now that’s a
big eye opener in the land of manifestation, isn’t it? A big one.
And this is why sometimes things don’t seem to work. This
inherent connectivity is what is meant by the saying ‘the sins of
the father are visited upon the son’. It’s because of this
connectivity. Actually, ‘connectivity’ isn’t even the right word
for it, because the higher Truth is, there is only One. The
illusion of a multiplicity within the singular.
So, what you did yesterday sets the pattern for today and tomorrow,
because the truth is, (now listen to me) it’s all one move.
Not only is there only One, but past, present and future are all
part of the same seeming action. This is confusing to us because we
see through the eyes of our player here, our avatar, and he lives in
a land of time, of sequence, and so a thought like this is hard for
him to see. But it’s true, and this is why we seem to have
inconsistencies with our results sometimes. This is why we need
time and sequence, so that things may seem to unfold. But the
higher Truth is, there is only ONE, and past/present and future are
all the same thing, they are all the same connected move.
Sometimes our reflexive thought of this condition would be “ah ha!
Then I do experience influence from without – the past is
influencing me, the collective is influencing me. But seen
correctly, time does not exist, and this collective isone
unified movement, ironically, a unity without any true unity
because there is nothing to unify. We move as one
because we ARE one. Only the transient ego-self or
projected self can see us as a singular multiplicity, because it
feels that way to him, from his perspective. We feel like there
is us, and then everyone else. But there is no true multiplicity.
Just like there is actually no past, or future. I don’t think there
is really even a NOW, but we call it that for convenience sake. The
truth is, there just IS what seems to be, without the frame of any
concept of time.
And everything that’s seems to exist, exists within these
relationships, these perspectives of one to another. But
they’re illusional because it’s all one. Past, present and future
are ONE. Yours AND mine. ONE. Totally connected.
So, are we stuck inside these patterns? This Butterfly effect?
This sacred geometry? No. They are EXPRESSIONS of this
connectivity, but they are not the cause of it. Listen to
that carefully. They are NOT the cause of it. So we may
study them all we like, and get all excited, and pat ourselves on
our back at our cleverness, but we are only studying our own face in
the mirror. Nothing more. I hope you can remember that, because
there are plenty of awful smart people out there this very moment
who have become mesmerized by investigating these patterns. They
hope to use them to see into the future, and change things for the
better. But the future is dynamic, and even if these clues could
offer some insight, it’s not a very effective way to go about it.
That’s like looking at you shadow when you are trying to comb your
hair. You only get a vague idea, and you could well be making
matters worse than they were before you begun.
To truly affect future outcomes, we must chose another pattern, and
the choice begins on a personal level. With YOU. And when enough
people have selected a different choice, then that new choice
becomes the choice of the collective group. How many is enough?
There isn’t a formula for it that I’m aware of, but it’s like water
and ice. 33 degrees Fahrenheit and we can slurp it through a
straw. Just one more tiny drop to 32 degrees, and it becomes solid,
something we can walk on. And to affect the collective is a tipping
point like that, and you do it one perspective at a time.
Please join me for Part two
Welcome to part two.
After all, we are just waking up here. Most of us have
difficulty recalling what we had for breakfast, much less what we
are doing here in a cosmic sense, so these patterns help us
establish recurring repetition and what we have come to think if as
reality. Parameters are defined, not to limit us, but because we
need them to tell us what this place is like, to describe this
stage hanging out here in time and space, so that we may begin
relating to it. I mean, can you imagine what it would be like if
you had gravity today, but not tomorrow? If tomorrow, you work up
with four legs instead of two? None of our jeans would fit. And
we would suddenly need more shoes. So these consistencies, these
unfurling patterns of relating, allow us the ability for
change while providing us a sense of stability and
predictability as we are waking up. Its everywhere, in every
thing and every condition. Can’t miss it. Just look.
And now many of us have moved out of our more unconscious infant
state into our terrible twos. We’re like toddlers here, trying to
break out of the grip of these parental parameters, trying to
manifest, trying to use this innate directive that each of us
innately knows is our birthright. We try to wiggle away,
and make a run for what we think we want, (chasing ball) and if our
action flows consistently with the pattern we have currently
accepted, we might seem to get our way. And we’re so proud of us
when we do, aren’t we?
But sometimes, these parental parameters, these unfurling patterns
intercept or overwrite our desires because these desires are
inconsistent with this flow. Your request is not recognized. These
parental parameters metaphorically pick us up, abort our attempted
action and hold us in place, in harmony with the pattern we have
given our agreement to. And when they do, we cry with
disappointment, or howl with rage at our perceived denial.
So now I hope you are beginning to see how our mountains can only
move when their moving is in agreement with the pattern we have
selected and are now moving within. There is a flow, a pattern
that is unfurling just like a fractal, is a fractal, and we
are moving within it at all times. Only when our mountain moving is
in agreement with this pattern we are unfurling within, do our
mountains seem to move for us because this change is agreement with
that pattern. In other words, you can’t interject a desire without
changing to a pattern that would support that new desire. For
example, say you are driving in your car. Suddenly, you change your
mind and want to back up. No matter how hard you press the
throttle, you car will not seem to do what you want until you shift
into a gear that supports the direction you want to go in. Do you
see? And so, sometimes it seems our mountain won’t move, and we are
really trying hard to make it move. But it can’t because the gear
or pattern you are in isn’t in agreement with the change you would
like to make.
Now, I know this might sound very confusing and contradictory from
what you might have heard before, doesn’t it? In fact, it sounds
like a limitation. But this isn’t a limitation, and I know
that sounds like a contradiction, too, but this denial is
actually a statement OF YOUR POWER. Not your limitation. Because
we gave birth to these definitions, these
parental-like parameters, this unfurling fractal patterns that guide
the unfolding of our world and everything we seem to encounter
here.
So, our mountain moving seems to work whenever this moving is
in agreement with the current flow or pattern, this paternal web we
have swaddled ourselves in. And, when it isn’t in agreement,
we can’t seem to make it happen. Our powers of manifestation seem
to have gone bye bye, but this is because there was no agreement,
and there must be agreement.
Otherwise, it would be like going to the grocery store and buying
all the ingredients for making a cheese pizza. Later on, we open our
pantry and become angry that we have no fruit salad to eat. But we
didn’t BUY fruit salad, did we? We bought pizza fixings. And this
is what I mean by what you did yesterday is one with what you
may do today. Do you see? It’s all one connected move.
It’s easy to see when we are talking about what groceries we buy
will influence what we may eat tomorrow, but it happens like this
straight across the board. What you did ‘before’ you decided to
move a mountain, and what you would do after the move was
accomplished is ALL ONE ACTION, although we look at many of these
considerations as separate. They’re not. It’s all one movement, so
there MUST be agreement. There really IS no before or after, only
what is happening NOW. It is all one movement. Past, present and
future must be in agreement because they are one. Do you
see? How do we do this? Well, first, let’s look at what you have.
What did you seed in your past? This is important because as you
already know, you may reap whatever you sowed. In other words, what
have you put in your pantry? Did you put fruit salad or pizza
there? That will be what you may retrieve and experience at
this point. So, if you sowed wheat in your field, and now you want
potatoes, you are going to have to move to a different field that
has been seeded with potatoes, aren’t you? Don’t get mad that there
is only wheat there. You did that. You asked that mountain to be
there. To get something different, you are going to have to move
into a different pattern, a different field.
And so, our patterns repeat until a new pattern usurps the old, and
then that pattern repeats. In other words, we keep getting wheat
until we move into a different field, or plant a different crop.
When a miracle seems to appear, what we really have done is broken
through into a different pattern. And until then, the pattern we
are in will repeat.
But why do patterns repeat? They repeat as a self-fulfilling
means of expression, and as a means of providing opportunity again
and again. Opportunities for what? To either enjoy and explore the
pattern, or to change the pattern, to create. Now this all may
sound a little confusing, but nothing could be simpler for you. In
fact, you are doing it right now. Here’s an example.
Ever notice how the same situation seems to re-queue, again and
again in your life? For example, no matter how hard you try, maybe
you always seem to end up with a partner that lets you down. Why?
Why are you always left brokenhearted and disappointed? Because
that is the pattern you are in, and this fractal geometry will
gracefully unfold over and over again until you change this
pattern.
How do we do that? In this example, you might finally break the
pattern by no longer looking for someone to support you,
emotionally or financially. You learn to stand on your own two
feet, and be at home in your own heart. Because before, it wasn’t
in your pattern to attract the partner in you really wanted. The
vampire-like pattern where you are looking for someone to suck off
of, either emotionally and/or financially, simply doesn’t contain
the people you are looking for. That pattern attracts people
who transiently feel empowered by holding sway over you, but then
eventually they must give up the game and walk away from you because
they are not balanced either, so it’s like two vampires draining
blood from each other. It’s going nowhere. It’s fated to arrive
exactly at the same disappointing spot, time and time again.
So, how do we break our patterns? Every pattern contains the
opportunity to choose, and (in this example) one way we do this is
to get nice and dissatisfied with this vampiric
nonsense we accidentally fell into and that is now creating
experiences we don’t want to experience. We become dissatisfied and
consciously decide that we are tired of waiting on someone
else to bring us happiness or security, and finally gather the
ability to stand on our own two feet. And we do.
And guess what? BAM. Congratulations. You just broke your pattern
and inserted a new one. And ironically what would your new pattern
of balance and independence be likely to attract? A relationship
that will not let you down or abandon you, because you are no longer
expressing a pattern of longing and disappointment and betrayal.
You have re-collected the bits and pieces of you that you have
scattered around like pauper and begged others to fulfill for you.
You have gathered those back up and re-collected who you are. And
now, you are expressing a pattern of finding happiness within you,
wherever you are at. So, guess what shows up, right where you are
at? That’s right. Happiness. And as part of that, just when you
no longer desperately need ‘someone else’ to fulfill you, guess
what? THEN, you not longer HAVE to have it, you could have it
allllllll day long. Because you broke the old pattern that
didn’t contain that variable and inserted a new pattern that did.
You replaced the pattern of weakness and dependency, and so you no
longer are attracting the sorry-partner-counterpart to help you play
out that unfortunate little pattern you accidentally trapped
yourself in. Don’t blame them, btw. These undesirable relations
are just filling the role you advertised for by virtue of the
pattern you were spinning. And if we think about it, we see this
happens all the time.
How many times when you stop desperately looking for someone or
something does it suddenly show up unannounced? Right when you say
“That’s okay. I’m good. I have centered myself, I don’t need
external support.” Bam! Here comes all the wonderfully supportive
people you could have hoped for. And this type of thing happens all
the time, but we don’t recognize the pattern that brought it to us
and laid it at our feet!
Or, how many times have you heard of an infertile couple who finally
quit trying to get pregnant after years and years of medical
intervention, and take the steps to bring a baby into their life by
adoption and BAM, what often happens? Many times they will
suddenly get pregnant at nearly the same time as the adoption.
Haven’t you heard of these? And how did they do this? They changed
patterns. They used their dissatisfaction with what was happening
as doorway to exit their old pattern and enter this new pattern. It
wasn’t working, so they jumped, and chose something new, and with
this new pattern brings new opportunities. By making this jump,
they broke out of their current pattern, one that did not hold the
possibility that they wanted to achieve – do you see this?
So sometimes, like in the example of trying to manifest someone to
love, sometimes what we want is in conflict with the pattern
we are in.That is why your mountain isn’t moving.
You are in a pattern that doesn’t provide for the option you
are trying to bring forward. In the example of looking for a
partner, you are running the pattern of being unfulfilled, of being
unhappy alone, of being needy and having little to give to another.
How in the world is that pattern supposed to bring you the
wonderful relationship you want? It’s just not that kind of
pattern…do you see? It is a pattern of LACK, not fulfillment.
And this pattern is going to repeat (until you choose another one)
and so all you are going to get when you need someone to fulfill you
is a string of people who are there to disappoint you because that
is the pattern you are running, a pattern of unhappiness and
longing. You think you need someone to fulfill you, and so, you get
what you ask for - a neverending stream of people who oblige your
pattern. They have to continue your pattern, so don’t blame them.
It’s not their fault. They WON’T fulfill you because your pattern
doesn’t say “I AM FULFILLED”. It says “I NEED”, and so, you do.
You will be kept in a constant state of needing. This is the
pattern you have accepted. But this is the pattern you can break.
So, I hope you can see that no matter how hard you try, you won’t
find that person you really want while you are in that pattern.
He’s not there. She’s not there. They aren’t products of that
pattern. And since this is the case, no amount of wishing or
visualization is going to seem to bring you what you want because
that particular fractal pattern that our existence is expressing
itself through at the moment simply does not have that as part of
it’s pattern. It’s not in there.
So, is all hope lost? What IS there in that pattern that you can
use? The opportunity to choose differently. THAT is what is always
in every pattern. In this example, it is the opportunity to balance
yourself by yourself, to correct this illusion that is
creating this pattern of weakness and neediness and to become more
wholey what you truly are.
Now, I’m not trying to offer advice on love affairs, I am just
using a common human condition to illustrate how these patterns
move, and how we relate to them. Because this ‘relating’ is
happening to you personally in every instant you can imagine in
your life, and when you begin to look at your life in this way,
then you begin to grasp the tools to make real changes. You see
why the mountain wouldn’t move.
And because past, present and future are all
the same thing, all the same move, as paradoxical as they sound,
they must agree and they wouldn’t agree if you are mixing
fractals, mixing a pinch of this with a whole lot of that. Doesn’t
work. And though we seem to only move through time in one manner,
forward, I don’t believe this is an actual limitation. Since past
present and future are all the same thing, seen correctly, I think
this forward-only movement is a self-imposed limitation. But more
on that later. J
Time is an illusion. We just seem to experience events
individually, and we need the perception of a timeline in order to
do that. But it’s just a viewer. A convenience. It creates this
illusion for us. But events don’t really happen in a linear
fashion. I’m not even sure what word to use here, but it isn’t any
shape or sequence. Yet, we are held to the illusion of sequence by
the tenuous perspective of our projected self. Heis
of this dimension, part of this landscape, and until the Divine
consciously awakens in him, he is bound by time.
Please join me for part 3
Welcome to Part three
Similar to the example about finding the relationships you truly
want in your life, these beautiful fractal patterns also apply to us
collectively. For example, if we want peace, the way to get
it isn’t to sit there and pine away for peace, or hide away or
segregate ourselves so that we may pretend to have peace, or just to
visualize peace suddenly appearing, or to haul off and blow the
bejesus out of everyone who looks sideways at us in hopes of
acquiring peace. No. As we saw in the examples before, these
actions are part of a pattern that declares “I lack. I need. I am
vulnerable.” And that is the state we will be kept in. That’s what
we are doing, and that is the pattern we are in globally. And it’s
why we do not have peace. Our current accepted pattern
doesn’t express “I have found true peace within myself, as well as
the benevolent strength that accompanies it”. No. The pattern we
are globally projecting says “I don’t have peace, and so to make me
feel more secure, I think I need to try and take some of your
things!”
And so, first, if we think we want peace, we must break this
pattern, this fractal geometry that we will be caught in and repeat
and repeat and repeat until we use the doorway of our
dissatisfaction as the jumping off point to try something
different.
But first, we ought make sure that peace is really our priority, and
not just lip service, or a rationalization for acts we innately know
are not acts of Truth.
So, first, do we really want peace, or is it just an idealistic
fantasy that we would love if it were served to us upon a silver
platter? Do we really want it, because if our desire isn’t sincere,
we will not be able to hear the intuitive voice that leads us to
where we can see, and instead we will stay in this pattern until
the moment our dissatisfaction rises to the point where we DO want
it, and we set about to achieve it.
But we won’t find peace longing for it, or hiding or segregating
ourselves so we may pretend to have it under certain conditions, or
crushing others that seem to impede our needs and desires.
Like before, when we finally found the relationship we wanted, we
seemed to do it indirectly. Then, we said to ourselves, “This is
crazy. This isn’t working. It’s just heartache after heartache. I
will fill my world with happiness in other ways” and we do. We stop
being paupers begging for someone to help us feel whole, and we
stop being bullies, attacking whomever we feel threatens us. We
become more centered and whole. And in doing so, we break the old
pattern. Our dissatisfaction with how things are going is our
doorway to breaking the patterns we have cast and do not like.
Our dissatisfaction is our doorway. This is the jumping
point where we are ready to try something new. And that is what it
takes to override a pattern and insert a new one.
And it works this way collectively or
personally. It doesn’t matter how much we long for peace. What
matters is the degree of our dissatisfaction that we do not have
it. Are we dissatisfied enough to say “this isn’t really working –
let’s try something new”? Have we reached that jumping
point? Because when we do, then we will be at our
sacred doorway,
the potential for the birth of a new pattern is presenting itself
through the pain of our dissatisfaction.
How great is our dissatisfaction with not having peace? Is
it great enough for us to lay aside the desire to provide for
ourselves in the manner we have become accustomed to, despite the
cost to others? Is our dissatisfaction of living without peace great
enough to say to ourselves “I will find another way to provide these
things for me, and if not, I will find a way to live happily without
it”? Would we make these changes to our lifestyles, if necessary,
so that we may live peacefully with our global neighbors? If not,
peace is not yet your priority, and the pattern will not be
successfully broken. More wars, more global unrest is guaranteed so
that the doorway of our dissatisfaction may be great enough for us
to walk through.
Is our desire for peace great enough to forgive the careless and
cruel steps of another? Can we lay these things aside and move
forward in the name of peace? Is your dissatisfaction enough to
not emulate the self-centered acts of another that may have
caused you so much misery? Or must you still retaliate? If so,
peace is not yet your priority, and the pattern will not be broken.
Is our desire for peace strong enough to lay aside religious views
if those views seem to segregate us, or ordain aggressive acts
towards one another? Or will we still hide behind our handmade,
graven images of the Divine, seeing only the interpretations that
rationalize our acts, and serve our interests? Can you abandon
religious views that seem to condone retaliation and aggression?
Can you lay them aside? If not, peace is not yet your priority, and
the pattern will not be broken. You will be served more of the same
until your dissatisfaction is large enough to walk through.
Whether globally, or personally, the pattern will repeat until our
dissatisfaction is large enough to be our doorway to change. It
repeats until we say ‘enough’ – I am going another way.
We have expressed this hidden Truth in plain sight literally
everywhere we look, and have recently presented ourselves with a
peephole into this action in the form of the mathematical formulas
of this, beautiful sacred geometry, and Mayan calendars, and what
have you. But these are only revealing patterns. OUR patterns.
They are our reflection in the mirror, our fingerprints across the
sequence of time. We should take care to not get too caught up in
any of these things. Don’t begin to focus upon the finger instead
of the moon it is pointing to. Because these expressions are only
examples we have presented ourselves as we whisper the truth back
into our own ears and our consciousness. These amazing discoveries
are only the way we are demonstrating to ourselves mathematically,
as well as in nature, these patterns – Patterns which are the act of
our becoming that which we already are. But these are all
just expressions. Just expressions. I’ll say it again – just
expressions. Don’t become too preoccupied with the finger and
overlook the moon. Because that is all it is – whispers to
ourselves, amazing messages we have left for us to uncover as we
finally mature enough to be able to use this new awareness to break
and change unfulfilling patterns. And now we have exposed these
patterns to ourselves. Now you know. Now you may begin to uncover
your patterns and slip through the sacred doorway of dissatisfaction
and into the ability to change.
There is order to everything. If you see no order, know you have
yet to gain the perspective broad enough to see what you are trying
to see, but never doubt the order is not there. It is inherent in
everything that seems to be. Everything.
So, we may choose from the options within our prevailing pattern,
or we may slip through he doorway of dissatisfaction and into a
different pattern. You are not limited, nor are you caught in a
condition that is controlling you? The only thing that binds you
is your choice to remain in your pattern. You can do all things
through Christ, and your Christ, your deliverer, your anointed one,
is this doorway of empowerment, where you may elect any new
pattern to accept the instant you are ready to truly release the old
one. This Christ presents itself again and again and again
tirelessly, until we see and accept it, and we stop going round and
round in this gorgeous fractal that is nevertheless, bringing us
experiences that we sometimes no longer wish to experience. And so,
we move into a new direction, elect a new fractal, rich with it’s
own experiences. And we do this. We are the Great Shepherd,
tirelessly looking for the lost sheep in our world, for these
fragments of our selves that we have let wander away during times
when we were less aware, and we do not stop until we have found all
the pieces, removed from them the patterns that were keeping them
away, and they are safe within our fold once more. None can be
lost. None can be lost. Call them. You sheep know your voice, and
they will answer you, and you may begin to reunite them with the
flock.
Now, sometimes, breaking your pattern and moving into a new one will
look as though you have moved mountains because your whole
landscape will change. Othertimes, your new pattern may grant you
the ability to actually move that mountain in seemingly miraculous
ways. It happens everyday in what the medical profession call
spontaneous healing. Someone has released their old pattern and now
move within a new one, one that doesn’t contain the expression of
that illness, or where they have knighted themselves with the
ability to overcome it, and to hell with any supposed odds. And in
these cases, whether it goes away miraculously overnight, or over a
period of time, mountain moving is taking place. It is indeed. No
doubt.
But when we talk about patterns unfurling, about the
beautiful discourse of fractals and sacred geometry, about butterfly
effects, it sounds like even if we are not actually trapped
into a pattern, we are still being held by time until that
pattern unfurls and the doorway finally presents itself, doesn’t
it? But the truth is that doorway is ever present. Time
doesn’t really exist, remember? But rather, it is only a series of
experiences we must experience to finally catch our attention and
shift our focus, and seem to open this door. But it is always
open. Time is only here to lay these experience out for us, so that
we may experiences them one by one, the way our projected self is
most comfortable at this time. So no, we are not held by time or
pattern. The door is always open. Always.
So, what about moving mountains directly? Can you? Yes. If your
belief has adopted a pattern that will agrees with this, because
what we need to realize before we try any funny business is that
that mountain is not there accidentally. It is there by
invitation, by special request. Yours. No matter how contrary that
seems to how you feel, you still called that mountain forward. The
conditions, the pattern in which you now swim, allowed that mountain
to be in your horizon. Do you see?
It is my speculation, my hunch, that as our awareness continues to
broaden, and we successfully begin to consciously navigate what
comes and goes in our lives, by default we move into patterns that
will seem to permit more and more potential to change, to do away
with mountains much more quickly, because we have matured. We have
ripened. As Leonard Cohen says in his song Villanelle for a time,
“we rise to play a greater part”, because we now truly see our
selves, this awareness that we take as us, as having much
broader boundaries. Huge boundaries. And eventually, no
boundaries. None. And it is our nature to rise and play this
greater part. Because when one rises, we all rise.
So, now I hope you see the reason behind why sometimes those
mountains won’t move when we say move. Sometimes it is not part of
the pattern you have associated yourself with. The trick isn’t to
be zinging mountains here and there right now, trying to make your
life better. The trick is to use your doorway of dissatisfaction as
your jumping point to evolve, to move into a new pattern, and in
doing so, you may insert a brand new pattern that just may contain
that mountain moving as part of it’s unfurling. Because a
mountain seeming to be in the wrong place is never really the
problem – that’s a byproduct, a marker that the pattern that you are
unfurling isn’t a self-fulfilling one. Your desire to move
that mountain is your clue that you are ready for something new.
So, sometimes, it’s the pattern that needs to be exchanged, rather
than the position of any particular mountain. But other times, that
mountain WILL move – whenever you have placed yourself in a pattern
that agrees with it.
ANd in a group of even global sense, this is what I was attempting
to point to in (video) when I said that collective associations open
us up to potentially experiencing the collective experience of that
group. In these cases, we have actually knowingly joined these
groups, these unfurling fractals, we just didn’t fully realize what
this agreement, this joining would do.
We have many, many fractal unfurlings happening all the time, from
as tiny as seemingly insignificant experiences in our daily lives,
to as large as intergalactic events, and beyond. Everything is
connected to us. Everything IS us, this magnificent singular
multiplicity that defies verbalization. These fractals are only our
fingerprints and the math that describes it, no more than an
expression of this agreement. Don’t become unduly fascinated with
it. It is only the reflection of our face in the mirror.
So, what we seemed to experience yesterday and what we will be able
to accomplish today and what will seem to unfold in tomorrow are all
part of the same movement, because in Truth, this sequencing of
events that we call time is a sleight of hand we currently subscribe
to because it is the stage of awareness that we currently
understand. That’s all. But this is not the end of our evolution,
our awakening. There is more.
But become aware of what is visible to you right now. That is a big
enough job. Become aware of how life moves. Look at your life.
Look at your world. And know that everything counts because we are
absolutely all One. And begin to look for these beautiful patterns,
these fractal webs we have cast ourselves into. If they no longer
find agreement with you, use the doorway of your dissatisfaction to
try something new, and establish a new pattern.
I
hope it is a pattern of strength, because when you are
strong, you will never find the need to attack or retaliate. And I
hope it is one of balance, because when you are centered, you
stop needing other things to balance yourself with. You
self-maintain in the beauty of your wonderful little pivot point,
with endless options and awareness. But most of all, I hope
it is a pattern of Oneness, because as this tremendous truth
unfolds to us, it smoothes out all the bumps and rough edges
effortlessly. A pattern of Oneness effortlessly does away with your
enemies, vaporizes the concept of self-interest, and provides an
unbelievable universal intimacy with everything you seem to
perceive, because you know it is all you. And it is.
And Oneness brings a gift even greater than love. I have no word to
describe this gift Oneness brings. Even the word ‘love’ is no where
close to being large enough to describe this gift. And it comes to
us quietly and freely, and I guarantee you will never, ever see
things the same way again.
So, uncover these patterns that give direction to your life. See
the connectivity behind all the seeming inconsistencies, and know
there are none. There is order in everything.
And know that when we see the mountains move, the improbable occur,
the miracle happen, then it is likely that we have accepted a new
fractal, a new pattern, in that area of our life. It can change us
overnight, in the twinkling of an eye. But also know that when the
change is more gradual, it is likely that we are trickling into our
new pattern slowly, a bit at a time. And either way works. Either
way works. And so now we know that these patterns that before
perhaps we did not see, yet patterns we have harmonics with, that we
have agreed to, are often the reason why sometimes that mountain
won’t move. And they are also sometimes the
reason that it will. I hope this video gives you the tools
to begin to detect these patterns, and select new ones if we desire.
So now, the question becomes, “What unfurling fractals are you
wrapped in? What are your patterns? Which will you now give your
agreement to? What song will you now begin to play? Will you hide
in your sleepy corner like an infant who cannot interact yet with
the world he has brought himself into, and cling only to the sense
of your oneness with that which you arise from, or will you
reach out and begin to explore this experience you have brought to
yourself? Will you continue to move unconsciously through these
patterns, or will you begin to rediscover yourself, and find out who
you are, and just how far you go? Because you are all that you are
consciously aware of, and more. We are awakening to the rhythm
of this u –n-i-verse, remembering how to dance with it. How to dip
it. How to make it twirl. Before, we could only follow. Now I
hope by seeing the patterns behind your moves, you are freed to take
the lead, and the only question that remains is What will you
choose to dance?
Look at your life. Every seeming roadblock you see is a only a wish
locked within a non-agreeing pattern. So change your pattern.
Remove your roadblocks. See these beautiful fractals that cradle
our movements within this space-time continuum, and hear the message
they whisper. Observe and become.
I
offer you these thoughts for your consideration.